Sometimes there are days when all I want to do is just break down. Today is one of those days. I just feel like I’m grounded and it’s not a very good feeling. I had planned on doing some Christmas shopping today since I have a gift card I can use that expires soon, but I just feel like I’m not allowed to step outside anymore. I’ve all but given up on working on my novel. I just don’t have the heart anymore for it. It’s so depressing.