I’m burned out. It took me a while, but I’m now to the point I just want to break down and cry, and feel like this is all my doing. I didn’t do enough. Now we’re down to less of a paycheck until further notice, medical bills that I will soon be dreading and trying to figure out how I’m going to get back out of the hole once again.
I’ve also learned that the job I am taking the exam for only pays you once a month and that’s if they have work for me to do. Sigh. Just when I thought I had it all figured out… Just not my day. Stick and fork in me and call me done.